The Nothingness Before Everything

Ayin | He/It | Labels mean very little after the 454,232,734th time loop. +

You've collected all the energy for the day. Commencing energy refinement...

Hello, I'm Ayin, or A. I'm from Project Moon's Lobotomy Corporation.
Despite my... Everything? Being a researcher, architect, roboticist, founder of a Wing, et cetera before... I'd say I'm a fairly normal person here and now. I guess I probably admire the world more, now. Amazing, what sort of beauties you notice in a world that's not so steeped in misery and blood that you can't even see the sky.

I enjoy things like speculative biology and thinking way too hard about the mechanics of fictional creatures and their ecological niche. I think that's probably left over from my time managing Abnormalities, but it's a lot more fun overall. I also like soft music and the act of creating, both things are very relaxing to me. Puzzles are also an interest of mine! I also like peeking into the scientific world and seeing the latest discoveries. I think I also generally like horror? Funny, considering I see myself as a bit of a cowardly sap, but I can't help it.

I shattered myself into three main fragments back in LCorp many loops ago, as the strain would kill me otherwise—Abel, Abram, and Adam. They are, currently, the world's worst discord call in my brain. However, I feel sometimes like I'm still stuck in that place, bleeding pieces of my heart that feel like glass. Weird, right? Probably fine, but I don't think anyone else here really does that. +

My loves are Spierce (Unwaveringly determined to reach a happy ending) and Ying (Undeniably soft for someone so intent on proclaiming himself poison).

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